Well, well, well.. Nothing much today. A very smooth day. I took a cab to school again(Guess if i dont stop this habit, i will be addicted!) I mean like it is so convenience. I can wake up later than the normal time( two hours before the lesson start). For example today, i left the house at 11 and reach at 11.11(damnit fast)?! And I'M NOT LATE FOR LECTURE! of course, i know i'm using money to buy time. But to be punctual, i have to. Lesson end at 3. So i went home with Ziliang immediately. And it's raining like rat! So we have to walk under the rain for a short distance to reach our bus stop. And i used my jacket hook to cover my head (see, my jacket is useful when cold and during rainy day). WAS ON THE PHONE WITH NICHOLAS

Nicholas: Guess Block Q have how many storey?
Me: Block Q? 2?
Nicholas: NO! there is 8 storey!
Me: Really?? You went up before?
Nicholas: No, my friend went before. The lift only take u to the 6th floor, then climb the stair the the 8th.
Me: oh...
Nicholas: The place is for people to pray.
Me: Pray? Pray wat?
Nicholas: There's some sort of statues or stuffs to pray at.
Me: statues?? For what? ( can't they pray at home? why in school? so weird.)
Nicholas: Don't know.
Me: How u know?(hmm. well he already said it before and i'm asking again)
Nicholas: My friend went up and saw there's the person praying in front of the wall.
Me: Oh?! ( so scary!)
Nicholas: Ya. Next time we check it out.
Me: hmm.. Don't want. ( was curious and afraid there's really something if i were to check this out myself)

But in the end, i agreed to check it out oneday.He also told me some incidents bout nursing students and the lift in Block N. It's so freaking scary! Write about it next time. Sleep..


Brenda- I can act like nothing happened too.

This is the video that i took when chermaine is crying.

Brenda-Love Love Love

For a guy:

1) Treat your relationship like a career. Like a job, do not expect it to last a lifetime.
2) Women will never forgive you if you make them pay. Be the first one to offer to pay.
3) Know when to hold on and when to let go. Prolonging a bad relationship will do you no good.
4) Don't play the blame game. Be a gentleman, and let the trivial things be.
5) Don't go back for sex. It only complicates matters.
6) Don't call her when you're drunk. We all know that this is a potent anti-aphrodisiac.
7) Resist the need to show and tell. Gossiping about your ex not only throws a bad light on you, it may also make her bitter.
8) Don't show off a new girlfriend. It doesn't go well with the ladies, you look needy and desparate.
9) And please, please don't sulk or walk around with a long face. No girl likes to date a sulky guy, still holding on to his past.

How to manage a breakup:
1) Do not cry in front of him/her.Hug, say goodbye, wish luck with life, and leave with grace(no, not at all).
2) Go to your best friends for a shoulder to cry on. They will be able to make you laugh and say all the right things to make you feel better.
3) Don't hesitate to cry... have a long good cry.
4) Cut off all contact with him/her for at least a month; this will help the healing process because you won't be talking to him/her all the time(will do).


Well. I strongly agree with it (At least the point number 2). Like come on! going out with a girl and not paying for all? It jus simply MINUS 70% of your whole impression! And also, i will not cry in front of the guy who break up with me. At least leaving with grace and not be embarrassed when seeing him around after the whole thing is over?! holding on to a relationship which love doesnt exit anymore is a torture. I will rather choose to let go of him. Though i know it would be hard. Especially if being together for years?(It's really hard, i know) But still, have to end it and move on. It's kind of dependent on him. Use to him being around u and all. And also ppl! Dont do anything foolish(especially to yourself). Brenda is a strong girl!

Well.. Today jus simply stay at home watch tv, sleep and eat. Was too lazy to go out (maybe jus LOVE staying at home and be one good girl). Some thought jus flash into my mind while watching tv and i find it very true. That "ALL MEN ARE LIARS". (maybe jus 1/10 not a liar?) They can say anything to pleased u and all. And trying to be one good guy in front of u. Well, they are nothing but a bunch of hypocrites. But of course, some guys are good too(if not i would be here!?)haha. It's damnit hot now!

I want to tell this girl that i really hope we can be like before and all. And i really miss her. The way we use to share our secrets, gossiping. I don't know what when wrong. She jus stop contacting us and going out with us. But she need to at least know that we all love her, still. Though she invite us to your chalet and we went, i still want our friendship to continue. We all are atmost willing to prolong the relationship with her.Really want to see her there on Monday( or every monday?).

Brenda-I don't need u

Hey guys! jus created my own blog! woohoo! Well well.. The whole idea of creating one is to kill time. Plus really wanted to write my up and down everyday! (erm.. everyday?! not sure i will not) And i find that it's really something that belongs to me and able to keep track off or something?! i started to read ppl's blog and i find it very interesting.( Guess that's the main reason for it??) haha. well. today got a very long day. Started school at 10 and end only at 6! how i wish it can end early. Was thinking during lecture : "Hmm.. So bored! Not interested in ur module. And please! Do u know that ur mic is damnit loud?!" HAHA.. After lesson, went to eat at kou fu with ADIBAH, ALINA and BERNARD. Was eating plus gossiping AND we left at 7. When reach home, i become quite EMO.Don't feel like talking to anyone or doing anything. Don't know why but jus like behave like that (Sometime gets emo and all without any reason. Maybe jus too tired? I don't know too.) Well. Usually if i EMO-ING, i have bad temper and give attitude to whoever that called. Until now, which is 4 am?! i'm still not back from EMO-ING mode?! anyway, whos care? Also, having this interest conversation with my class mates. Its mainly concentrating on Ray. trying to make him shy and all. Which is SUCCESSFUL and i was titled "LAWYER". Well, i received a present yesterday! I LOVE RECEIVING SURPRISE PRESENT.whee! It's cookies from FAMOUS AMOS (though i don't eat cookies,happy for the sake is a surprise!) Shall end the Day?! Night!

Brenda- sometime really wonder where i stand in ur HEART